My Nightmare Caffeine

I see you in my dream last night.

See how my mind played tricks on me!

Too Loud to Hear the Sound...

How can I moved on when there's so much to learn?

And every roads comeback to you?!

My Accidental Caffeine

What does everything means,

When nothing means anything anymore?

Doesn't matter

I find it's hard to wake up from my comfortable bed, to put cold water over my whole body, when the whole household is still in their deep sleep, to press my shirt, dress up and go out into the darkness of dawn when even the sun still doesn't show up, to start my car's engine and drive off into the soul-crushing traffic to get to the soul-crushing job which I know half of people there don't trust me, and half of the people there that I don't trust them too, to do a job which I am not wanted nor needed to do, for a soul-crushing 8 hours long, just to get back to heavy, soul-crushing traffic again on my way back home, just to know that I've should get some rest so that tomorrow I can do the same soul-crushing routine again.

Really, I've got no more soul to spare...

My Dis-Associated Caffeine

Being part of something is...

...something I don't feel   like for quite some times!

My Avenger Caffeine

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The list of 'Person I've Got To Punch In Their Face The Next Time I Meet Them Again' is getting longer...

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My Dare to Dream Caffeine

To unlearn the learn...

...That's the challenge I'm relishing!!

My Dilemma Caffeine

How can we say we love someone...

...while we didn't know their past, their dreams, their pains, their hopes and fears??

My Hypocrite Caffeine

Emosi menjadi tepu, lalu menangis tanpa lagu...



Menjadi diri sendiri itu adalah, percaya kepada kekuatan sendiri, berpegang kepadanya, yakin kepadanya dan tahu bahawa, lambat laun, cara itu jika bukan yang sempurna sekalipun, adalah yang terbaik untuk kita...
Meskipun ia bermaksud menjadi seorang yang hipokrit!




Patience is a virtue.

My Dis-respect-ful Caffeine

Unwanted and unneeded!





But there's no road left to run...