My Opportunist Caffeine

Take a chance. Please.

My Burdened Caffeine

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My Lost Caffeine

You were that foundation, never gonna be another one, no! I followed, so taken, so conditioned I can't never let go... Then sorrow, then sickness, then the shock when you flip it on me! So hollow, so vicious, so afraid I couldn't let myself see...

I can stay and fight for you, but I choose not to... Can't see myself stuck round and round for the same loop! I try my best, but maybe just not good enough for you, but it will never gonna be another time, I promise this to you! 

Thank you for the confident betray. See me as a crack in this castle of glass, but it also a reason for me to never back down or stray! Walking through this crack of every broken hearts, left open as if it's just another hole away! I'm falling like an army, but I stand up again as a warrior as I see you at the turn in the burning glow! I held you up, but you struck me down, and at the worst, you'll heard me say, "things aren't better if I stay!"

I'm not weeping for the road untraveled, I'm not weeping for the path left alone, coz as the starlight fade to grey, I'll be watching far away! And mark my word, I'll be happy when you're gone!

But I see now what worth to fight and what not, I know now there always will be someone who hurt! But I'm not gonna be the one who ashamed of the choice I've made! 

And these promises broken, deep below, each word get lost in the echo... 

I'll be gone to be whole again!

My Special Caffeine

"If you treat every one the same, then you'll treat nobody special" - Quote








I can't treat you differently, and it hurts...

My Worthless Caffeine

Weep not for road untraveled,

Weep not for path left alone.

Coz beyond every bend,

is a long blinding end,

 it the worst kind of pain I know...

Give up your heart left broken,

and let that mistakes pass on...

Coz the love that you lost,

wasn't worth what it cost,

and in time you'll be glad it's gone...

-Linkin Park, Road Untraveled, Living Things 2012-

I'm not worth what it cost...

and in time you'll be glad I'm gone.

My Selfish Caffeine

Because I'll always be me.
Free.
And I don't categorize. I mean, you can't.
I agree to the things that I agree,
and disagree to the things that I disagree...
I take side, either they're popular or aren't.
And I didn't choose sides because everybody has to,
Or because everybody did so...
I choose because I can.
I do because I can.
I refuse because I can!

My Numbing Caffeine

The worst feeling of all is not to know what to feel at all!







Or is it the best feeling of all? I don't know...

My Dis-Associated Caffeine

Being part of something is...

...something I don't feel   like for quite some times!

My Krawling Caffeine...

...without a sense of confidence

I felt this way before...

My Tragedy Caffeine

Don't blame me for your incompetency...

...find out another way, you low life scum!!

My Avenger Caffeine

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The list of 'Person I've Got To Punch In Their Face The Next Time I Meet Them Again' is getting longer...

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