My Lost Caffeine

You were that foundation, never gonna be another one, no! I followed, so taken, so conditioned I can't never let go... Then sorrow, then sickness, then the shock when you flip it on me! So hollow, so vicious, so afraid I couldn't let myself see...

I can stay and fight for you, but I choose not to... Can't see myself stuck round and round for the same loop! I try my best, but maybe just not good enough for you, but it will never gonna be another time, I promise this to you! 

Thank you for the confident betray. See me as a crack in this castle of glass, but it also a reason for me to never back down or stray! Walking through this crack of every broken hearts, left open as if it's just another hole away! I'm falling like an army, but I stand up again as a warrior as I see you at the turn in the burning glow! I held you up, but you struck me down, and at the worst, you'll heard me say, "things aren't better if I stay!"

I'm not weeping for the road untraveled, I'm not weeping for the path left alone, coz as the starlight fade to grey, I'll be watching far away! And mark my word, I'll be happy when you're gone!

But I see now what worth to fight and what not, I know now there always will be someone who hurt! But I'm not gonna be the one who ashamed of the choice I've made! 

And these promises broken, deep below, each word get lost in the echo... 

I'll be gone to be whole again!