My Love-less Caffeine

Have I told you lately that I love you?



Coz if I have, then I probably doesn't mean it at all...

My Angry Caffeine

I've never been so angry in my entire life...

...than the way I've been angry in my dream/nightmare that night.

It's scared me out!

My Lost Caffeine

You were that foundation, never gonna be another one, no! I followed, so taken, so conditioned I can't never let go... Then sorrow, then sickness, then the shock when you flip it on me! So hollow, so vicious, so afraid I couldn't let myself see...

I can stay and fight for you, but I choose not to... Can't see myself stuck round and round for the same loop! I try my best, but maybe just not good enough for you, but it will never gonna be another time, I promise this to you! 

Thank you for the confident betray. See me as a crack in this castle of glass, but it also a reason for me to never back down or stray! Walking through this crack of every broken hearts, left open as if it's just another hole away! I'm falling like an army, but I stand up again as a warrior as I see you at the turn in the burning glow! I held you up, but you struck me down, and at the worst, you'll heard me say, "things aren't better if I stay!"

I'm not weeping for the road untraveled, I'm not weeping for the path left alone, coz as the starlight fade to grey, I'll be watching far away! And mark my word, I'll be happy when you're gone!

But I see now what worth to fight and what not, I know now there always will be someone who hurt! But I'm not gonna be the one who ashamed of the choice I've made! 

And these promises broken, deep below, each word get lost in the echo... 

I'll be gone to be whole again!

My Worthless Caffeine

Weep not for road untraveled,

Weep not for path left alone.

Coz beyond every bend,

is a long blinding end,

 it the worst kind of pain I know...

Give up your heart left broken,

and let that mistakes pass on...

Coz the love that you lost,

wasn't worth what it cost,

and in time you'll be glad it's gone...

-Linkin Park, Road Untraveled, Living Things 2012-

I'm not worth what it cost...

and in time you'll be glad I'm gone.

My Selfish Caffeine

Because I'll always be me.
Free.
And I don't categorize. I mean, you can't.
I agree to the things that I agree,
and disagree to the things that I disagree...
I take side, either they're popular or aren't.
And I didn't choose sides because everybody has to,
Or because everybody did so...
I choose because I can.
I do because I can.
I refuse because I can!

My Numbing Caffeine

The worst feeling of all is not to know what to feel at all!







Or is it the best feeling of all? I don't know...

My Krawling Caffeine...

...without a sense of confidence

I felt this way before...

My Tragedy Caffeine

Don't blame me for your incompetency...

...find out another way, you low life scum!!

My Soulless Caffeine...

Another day of selling out my soul...

...How I wish I still know either it's for the devil, or  for the angel

My Tragic Caffeine

It's been a couple of years now and the memory ain't sweet...

I hate it but still couldn't really forget it, maybe this is what we call trauma.

The aftermath is secondary, but from this one, it's evidence...

I could never be the same again!

"God help me, here beneath my lies, what I'm waiting for? I don't believe it's hell but I might just be there... Tonight!!"  - Sum 41 [What am I to Say]

My Pessimistic Caffeine

...




"Look at me, am I the image of your hopes and tragedy?
Look at me, will I ever be, more than just a memory?"

- Sum 41




...

My Romantic Caffeine

I need to forget her..






Coz I can't move on!

My Stalker-ing Caffeine

I think he obsessed with me, yes, I think he is!






Maybe the thought of never been closed to my greatness is bothering him? ahaks... :p

My Unsung Caffeine

All your greatness will go uncredited...






and you'll gonna be bombarded with blame at someone else mistakes!

My Freinemy Caffeine

You tried to be nice with all of your friends...




...and then they started to used you!